I should have known when Sawyer woke up two hours earlier then normal that it was going to be "one of those days." He has actually been getting up earlier and earlier everyday despite going to bed the same time. The crazy thing is that he seems well rested at 5:00am when he starts calling "Mom-MEEE! MOMMEEEEE!" I have to admit, as much as it pains me to get up that early I have enjoyed my one on one time with him early in the morning when we sit in his rocking chair and snuggle.
I am not going to go into detail because I don't feel like sharing it all but suffice it to say today was one significantly stressful thing after another. And to top it ALL off, my friends and coworkers got let go from work today. I am still shocked by this news. I thought if they were going to let people go we would all go as a unit. Not so. Now the two people I loved the most at work (my boss and my fellow designer) are gone and the workload shifts to me. I suppose I should be thankful I still have a job but I can't get there yet. I am too sad for my friends. I know they will bounce back and land in better places then they were before (because I truly believe things happen for a reason), but selfishly I know how much I am going to miss them. I am not prepared enough mentally to start thinking about the ramifications today will bring.
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