Monday, September 29, 2008

Am I Blue?

I'm having another blue day. This is a hard time of the year and despite the gorgeous weather and bright blue cloudless skies I still feel sad. I wish Mother Nature would cooperate and give me some drizzle and cloud coverage--at least I would feel justified for my funk. I told my boss today that I just felt like I was faking happy lately--and she said that she fakes happy a lot too, but sometimes by faking happy, real happy just happens. So that is what I am going to hope for. The boys are constant sources of pure, genuine joy. My family is healthy and we have a roof over our heads and food to eat so I should focus on the positive. So I will be positive and seek out and grab hold of the little pockets of happy I can manage to find every day.

And try to forget about all the other crap.

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