A day (or week, depending on energy levels) in the life of a working illustrator/marathon running mommy of two small and very active boys and the wife of one bigger boy.
Monday, March 23, 2009
My brain is a wrung out sponge
Sigh. Somedays I feel like I have not one more drop of thought to wring out of my brain. If my head were a sponge it would literally be twisted dry. That is how i am feeling lately. Tapped. Out. Uninspired. Crispy. Done. Working in an industry where even on the worst/dullest of projects requires creative energy can be draining over time. I have daydreams that I leave design all together and go into an altogether different field like Firefighting. Or environmental science.. Or waste management... Anything where I am not required to milk the creative juices from my brain every, single day. Maybe then by the time I got home at night I would be inspired to be artful and creative on the things I am interested in...like my kids and my paintings and children's books. I remember when I was younger and a nanny I would come up with THE best stories and games and adventures for the kids I took care of. Now I have to wrack my brain to think of the words to Hickory Dickory Dock. Ugh. I want to be the type of Mom I used to be before I had kids...the fun, easy-going, creative type with lots and lots of creative energy. As opposed to the tired, cranky, creatively spent brain fart I have become.
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Hey sister my brain is fast becoming a cobweb of useless information....I swear I am approaching early dementia...I have enjoyed reading your blogs Leslie helped get me on the computer so I wanted to say a quick howdie do.....Maybe I will get on again....thats if I can remember how....hahaha...Miss you and the boys take care and keep on embracing those tender moments..they are truly gone in the blink of an eye...love u lots sis number two
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